Doupo signed in for ten years, I became the protagonist

Chapter 211 Even if the ending is not happy, at least we have loved each other...

Contribution from a school girl, haha, I did an emo, I must take it out in the middle of the night and share it with you, let's emo together!

Hi, we have been separated for a long time, you should still remember me.We have been together for 330 and four days, but I can't wait for our first anniversary.You clearly agreed to be together for a long time, why did you let go of my hand?

I still remember the first time I met you, your gentle eyes made me fall in love. I asked many friends to finally get your contact information.Do you know how happy I was then?I typed every word carefully, for fear that any word would make you unhappy, so I deleted it.I also read the messages you sent repeatedly, not wanting to miss a single word.By the way, there is one thing I didn't tell you. I have saved every voice of yours, and I will read it when I miss you.I didn't dare to tell you before, lest you think I went too far.

Then we finally got together.Do you still remember, I remember very clearly, it was 25:[-] pm on the Friday of the second day of junior high school.You say, let's be together.Do you know how happy I am? Holding my phone in my hand, I smiled foolishly, wishing I could run to you right away and ask if you were serious.We talked late that night, and that was one of the few times you stayed up late.You went to bed first, and I sent you good night, but I dared not go to sleep. I was afraid that these were all just a dream, and the dream would be shattered as soon as I opened my eyes.

My QQ has 2241 favorites, all about you.My photo album has 3095 photos, 2769 of which are yours.We read in the library together, and I also play basketball with you, and you will wait for my cram school to end and stand in the cold wind for two hours, even if it is just to bring me a cup of hot drink.If it is a dream, then never wake up.

I really want to ask you, what did I do not do well enough, did I make you angry, did I do something wrong?Why do you want to break up with me? Your cold three words have defeated my hard-earned defense line.In fact, there were already signs of breaking up. You no longer wait for me to finish class, no longer send me home, and no longer tolerate my petty temper.In fact, I know all about these changes.I don't say it, it's not that I don't care, even if my nails dug into the palm of my hand and left a deep red mark, I don't want to say it, let alone dare to say it.I'm afraid of offending you, I'm too afraid of losing you.However, my own struggles have never been able to maintain our relationship.It turns out that I have always been in a passive position in love, even if I am abandoned by you, there is nothing I can do.

You blocked all my contact information. I tried to look for you at the gate of your class, but all failed.Is it my bad luck, of course not, I know, I even asked your classmates to help you avoid me, so you don't want to see me so much.

As the senior high school entrance examination approached, my state took a sharp turn for the worse.In the middle of the night, I can't sleep all the time, and I'm sleepy during the day.After breaking up with you, I always feel that the world is gloomy. The places we walked together and the good memories we left behind have all become my nightmares.

The grades of the second model plummeted, and the criticisms from parents and teachers made me even more out of breath.In the past, you always comforted me patiently and coaxed me.I thought you were honey for healing, but unexpectedly you became a machete for killing.I hate you so much, I hate you so much, and I can't help myself to think about you, do I really hate you, of course not, I hate myself, I hate myself for being worthless, and I can't forget you.

Later, I passed the senior high school entrance examination, and I stepped on the line and entered the sixth middle school.You still have good grades as usual, with your grades so high, it shouldn't be a problem for you to enter the key class of No. [-] Middle School.I am even more unworthy of you. It turns out that loving someone really makes you feel inferior.

Thank you for appearing in my life, I don't know if you will see it, will you find it annoying after saying so much?If you could see this, would you feel even a little bit of nostalgia or distress?

What I can’t say is written here, I hope you will read it.

(End of this chapter)